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i told myself...

cannot sms him...

cannot try to call him...

cannot think of him...

cannot look back our photo...

cannot think back our memory...

I told myself all these every second..

but.. guess what.. i cant do it..

I cant stop want to sms & call him...

I cant stop think of him...

I cant stop look back our photo...

I cant stop think back our memory...

it's not easy to let go of him and move on...

it's serious..seriously not easy..

I mean.. I CANT LET GO & MOVE ON...

I want to be cool and let go of him and be friends..

but..

I really cant do it...

Even I fall sleep...

I dream of him...

I dream of our memory...

Once I wake up...

I realise it was just a dream...

and cry...

I know that...

think back our memory...

look at our photo...

miss him..

crying... 

wont make things better...

wont make things get back to how it used to be...

I miss everything...

I miss you...

I miss the way you called me...

I miss the way we chat...

I miss the way you hold my hand...

I miss the way you hug me...

I miss the way you kiss me...

I really really miss everything...

but... I miss you the most...

I still love you so much...

and I don't think i can let go of you... =(

I love you... ♥