Haiz..

Cananyoneteachmehowtoletgsomeoneyoulovesomuch?

becauseIdontknowhowtoletgosomeoneilovesomuch...

icantstopthinkingabouthim..cantstopthinkingaboutourmemory...

cantforgetaboutitevenforasecond...

evenwhenisleep..everythingshowupinmydream...

Last day of 2010...

Today is... 31.12.2010...

Last day of 2010...

Many things happened this year...

Sad, Angry, Happy, Touching...

Many many different things has happened...

for me... 2010 is a happy but sad year...

haiz...i dont know what should i write anymore...

cant stop thinking of some stuff..

that's why on my laptop and start blogging..

but... end up mentioning abt that stuff again...

Bye bloggie... I dont want to blog today anymore...=(

=(

i told myself...

cannot sms him...

cannot try to call him...

cannot think of him...

cannot look back our photo...

cannot think back our memory...

I told myself all these every second..

but.. guess what.. i cant do it..

I cant stop want to sms & call him...

I cant stop think of him...

I cant stop look back our photo...

I cant stop think back our memory...

it's not easy to let go of him and move on...

it's serious..seriously not easy..

I mean.. I CANT LET GO & MOVE ON...

I want to be cool and let go of him and be friends..

but..

I really cant do it...

Even I fall sleep...

I dream of him...

I dream of our memory...

Once I wake up...

I realise it was just a dream...

and cry...

I know that...

think back our memory...

look at our photo...

miss him..

crying... 

wont make things better...

wont make things get back to how it used to be...

I miss everything...

I miss you...

I miss the way you called me...

I miss the way we chat...

I miss the way you hold my hand...

I miss the way you hug me...

I miss the way you kiss me...

I really really miss everything...

but... I miss you the most...

I still love you so much...

and I don't think i can let go of you... =(

I love you... ♥

MERRY CHRISTMAS~~~~~

It's been awhile since i blog!

It's been awhile since i blog...

well, there's nothing much to blog nowadays...

2010 is going to end in 5 days...

which means.. 2011 is here~ and I'm going to be 17 years old soon~=D

time pass very fast..

hmm... let me thing what have happened in this year...

too much to mention..

btw.. I just broke up with the boy I love so much... ='(

it's really difficult to move on... actually...I CANT MOVE ON..

seriously.. I know I have to..but I really cant move on..

we were in relationship for more than 10 months..

and both of us were really serious about this relationship..

I wont tell the reason why we broke..

but..yea...we broke up..which mean..I'm SINGLE... =/

I might be extremely hyper or emo...

my mood might simply change without reason in short time..

please understand me...

but I'm sure i will be okay after some times?

since even if i get cold..i will get well after some time..

since even if i have fever..I will be alright after some time..

so.. i believe..after some time... I've move on.. and i will be alright?

Just need time to move on.. I don't know how long it will take..

but...just..wait and wait and wait..

alright...i should stop with this sad story..

which will effect my current mood..

For now..I should study hard for my mocks on January...

and my IGCSE Exam on May..

GOOD LUCK for myself~! =)

oh yeah....

MERRY CHRISTMAS~!!!!!!