Surprise belated 17 birthday party from my friends~ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

OHHHH EHMMMM GEEEEE~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

weeee...
I had an AWESOME DAY~

thanks to my drama queen friends~=DD

They gave me a belated birthday surprise party~♥
( we were having mocks exam on my birthday..=/ )

awww...they are so sweet..

aren't they???

there's so much for me to write about it..

hmm....

okay...let me make it super duper short~

Ee May asked me out for a DATE~♥
Just May and me~
so..I went to Sunway Pyramid and wait for her~

she said she's in her father's factory..

because something came up...

so..she will be coming a bit late...

after awhile she came~
and she said there's a very nice ice cream shop~
"Let's go grap a cup of ice cream~to open our appetite~"

she bought me a cup of ice cream..

I forgot the name..

but it was that fresh milk + fruit ice cream..(???)

Taste good~yummy yummy~not that sweet too~
They make the ice cream on the spot~
which is SUPER FRESH~~~
it's not creamy at all~yum yum~

after that... we just walk around while eating our ice cream...

walk up to skating link~

spot KAM JIA LING~

so I went to scare her~xP

after that..chit chat with her~
for like 1 or 2 minute???

(Can you spot Jia Ling and me chit chatting???)

she lied to me said she's waiting for her bf-Yang~

she said she've waiting for him for 30mins~

then..I look down to skating link~

having some CNY Performance~

then..
suddenly got 3 cute dolphin with piece of card hanging on each dolphin drop from the sky~

I just keep looking at it because I though it was part of performance or something..

didnt know it was for me...hahahaha..
there was my name written on the paper~
but I just keep looking at it..xD
I'm so blur...>.<

1 dolphin drop to the floor..and another dolphin is taken by a unknown malay dude..

(I'm still just looking at the dolphins hanging on the sky~)
and..I took the last dolphin~xP

I think the Malay guy also thought it was part of the performance..

because he kinda get shocked when his wife?gf? stopped him..hahhahaha~~~

(Can you see those people are looking at me???xD)

Check out the video~

(p.s Renee took this~Turn your to counter-clockwise to watch this~xD)
can you hear "Hye Young~~~Happy Birthday~~~"???
that's Jia Ling's voice~
after Jia Ling said that..then.."dong dong dong dong qiang~"
hahahahah~what's a great timing~=DD

Sorry guys~for not crying..xD
But it was really touching~and surprising~♥♥♥

after that...went to Secret Recipe..

since..everytime if there's ee may..we have to go S.R~xP

so we just went there as usual...
I thought that was end of the surprise~

Jia Ling went in JUMPING + RUNNING~

I was like..

"why is she so hyper??

doesnt she have to tell the waiter how many people are sitting???"

I just followed in..and there was so many people..xP

another surprise~♥

Weeee~~~~>.<

after eating..went to sit for Merry Go Aound..xP

hahahah~How childish we are..xP

okay..I'm not gonna write more about it..

If I continue write about it..I think I'll have to burst my blog..xP

so..check out some photo that my friends took~~♥
(I edited them~)

Thank you my friends~ for giving me unforgettable sweet memory~

LOVE YOU GUYS LOTSSSS~~~~~

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

DT Course work + Erhu Practice + Mummy's Birthday

today..was so so so boring at school..

at morning..stay in art room..

do the dt course work...

after break time went to hall..

practice my erhu for CNY performance..

but something wrong with my er hu...

having serious out of tune problem...zzz

so..end up tuning my er hu for few hours...

but cant tune it back...

after lunch..almost end of the school..

went back to art room and just chilllax..xP

hahaha~so sien... =/

after school..went to tune my er hu..

wth..the guy tune it just in like 5min?

maybe less than 5min...

but so DAMN FAST! =X

after that...went back home..

take a quick bath..

and went out for dinner~

why??

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY~

I love you~~~

went to Vietnam Kitchen @ 1utama...

the food taste good + clean~

likey~

IGCSE Mocks - DT & Malay

Argh~~~DT!

Design & Technology~

=(

I didnt have enough time to finish the questions...

and..I have bad feelings about it...

My dt always get boarder line marks or fail...

due to my theory paper..

I get the highest mark for my drawing paper...

but get the lowest for my theory paper..

Haiz...this is..just so sad.. =(

and..the Malay paper~

argh...nothing much to say about it..

just can say..

I FORGOT MOST OF THE MALAY WORDS!!!!

SUCKS!

and... YEAH! IGCSE MOCKS IS OVER!

IGCSE Mocks - Econs =X

Economics today!!!

Argh~~

the most difficult subject... =(
I was really stressed about this subject...
Because...it's really difficult..
seriously..it is...
Plus! our econs teacher - Ms Santhra mark the papers so damn strict!
I studied untill my ass off..
hahaha~
nah...I didnt study that much..
but..yea...I didn study...
read through the notes..and questions...
and..I want to thanks Ms Shiva for giving Juee & me free econs extra lesson~
Thank u~and Love ya~

hmmm...about the paper...
It wasn't that hard comaper to last exam..
but..IT WAS STILL SO DAMN DIFFICULT!
OHEMMMGEEE... =(

IGCSE Mocks - Malay =/

damn~I forgot most of the malay words that I knew..=(

but..I did tried my best to write as much as I can~

hehehehehe~



IGCSE Mocks - Biology =)

Biology today~

paper 1~3~5~

hmmm..for paper 1~

it was kinda easy compare to last exam..

because..I did most of the question yesterday...

and luckily I remember some of the question~

Hope I can get good marks for this~

and..paper 3~

I forgot the word "fload" then I cant answer one of the question!

argh~~~ My english is super weak!

cant even remember that one word during exam!

to be honest..I know that word..but just cant think of it during the exam!=(

I always dont have hope in paper 3...=(

lastly...paper 5...

Paper 5~the practical paper~

hmm..not that bad...xP

I prefer doing lots of practical than theory papers~

that's all for today I guess..nothing much to write~

bye bye~

IGCSE Mocks - Sociology =/

Sociology today~~~ =(

I tried my best to answered the question..

but then...the paper was difficult..

not only for me..but for all the sociology student..

hmm...nothing much to write about~

bye bye~

IGCSE Mocks Exam - Chemistry =(

Chemistry exam today..

Paper 1~ Multiple choice~

Paper 3~ Theory~

Paper 5~ Practical~

I'M SUPER DUPER WEAK IN CHEMISTRY~~~!!!

To be honest... I did study chemistry...

but..JUST LITTLE BIT~

hmmm...but if compare to last time's exam..

I didnt study little bit more than last time...kekeke...

But then... I dont get any single thing about chemistry...

I tried to study..but I dont get anything..

how should I study???

argh~~~damn it!

anyways...about the papers today...

hmm.... Multiple choice..I can do it..

because..

hehehe~if u are not sure about the answer~

You can just "BANG~"~ ramdomly choose the answer~

But...PAPER 3!!!!

OMG! I blanked so many question!

I HAVE NO FREAKING IDEA ABOUT WHAT IS THE QUESTIONS ARE ASKING ME!!!

I answered what I can answer..and blanked most of the questions...

haiz... =(

and lastly! PAPER 5!

Practical paper~ for me..I can do better in paper 5~

for every subjects... if i have to do it or make something...

I can do it better...

I'm not good in showing my knowledge in written work...

I prefer showing out or present out~

just like practical~ I can do practical paper better than theory paper~

Just hope that I can get higher marks on pratical paper~

buai buai~~~

IGCSE Mocks - Mathematics =/

Haiz... I took math tuition since a month ago???

Once a week... 1 and a half hour per lesson...

But..somehow I felt like...

I screw up my math exam...

What if my math result is bad?

Bad as in...

my marks didnt increase compare to last exam but drop?

Argh~~~ If that really happened...

I wasted money on my tuition...

or...

Maybe tuition once a week, 1 & half hour per class is not enough for me?

or...

Tuition doesnt suit me?

I have no idea...

ICT Paper 1,3 & MY BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION~

First of all...

I wanna say...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF~=D

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I'm 17 now~xD

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Btw... papers for today~ ICT paper 1 & 3~

damn it! the theory paper..I couldn't do it well...

forgot most of the theory...=(

and..the last practical paper..

hmmm...not bad???

I can finish it..at least..=)

Oh yeah~and...

My beloved besties prepared birthday party for me...

well...we always buy a cake to celebrate when one of us have birthday~

but..for me..I though we are having exam..

so..it's like..kinda unexpected???o.O?

heheheh~but then...my friends prepared for me~
how sweet they are~

and..SABARINABARIBUN! you should improve your acting skill!xD

anyways...

THANK YOU GUYS~Love you guys lots & lots~♥

  (weee~~I'm coming~& covering my face with wallet~)

 (Look at the cake~! Observe the changes in shape of cake~xP)

(Group photo~♥♥♥♥♥)

(and HAND-MADE Birthday card from my besties~)

went back home..and...celebrate again with family...xP

My brother bought this cake~

Yummy~~~

Celebate with causins who living in malaysia + living in korea~

but didnt able to celebrate with daddy~

he was out station...

anyways...

Thank you for those ppl who wished me~

=D

Hope you will be happy...

When I was thirteen? Fourteen?

I had my first crush... But wasn’t in a relationship...

Since he was my best friend...

When I was fifteen...I had my first relationship...15...is not really young to have a relationship (since nowadays people are in relationship at like 12?13?) but I think most people on that age are curious in how relationship works or feels like.. Curiosity was really a big thing for that kind of age.

Don’t tell me you don’t have crushes or feel your heart is popping out when you think he/she is looking at you. So that’s how I get into relationship with him...

He’s a really nice and funny guy, we talked, and somehow, I can hear my heartbeats and it’s like some kind of “thunder-shock” between us...

But because of some reasons...

Our relationship ended...

At that time... I though that’s what so called love is...

But that was just the feeling towards a guy more than a friend but not love...

Now I know what is so called love is...

16 Feb 2010... Is the date that I can’t and will never forget...

160210...On that day, I started to know what so called love is...

I was 16 and he was 24.. some people who didn’t know might goes like “wow~”

But..who cares.. =.=

In the world of love, age is just a number...

We were like so sweet lovey-dovey... People around us were jealous of us...

And I was proud that I have a boy friend like him~

We also have awesome and happy and sweet date whenever we go out for date...

Ryu Loo Jian Hao...He’s nice, funny, sweet, honest, trustworthy, kind, smart, tall...

Most of all... I LOVE HIM LIKE CRAZY... I really do love him so much...I still do..

I thought that our love will last forever... but I was wrong...

Our sweet relationship ends on 18 December 2010...

It’s going to be a month soon since we broke up...

But... I don’t seem like I’ve move on or forgot him or let go of him...

He’s still in my heart as how it was used to be...

My love towards him didn’t become less but more...

These times without him...

Make me love him more and more and make me miss him more and more...

I miss everything I’ve done with him...

The way we used to sms...

The way he used call me...

The way we used to chat...

The way he hug me...

The way he cares about me...

The way he love me...

The way he hold my hand...

The way he touch my hair...

The way he kiss me...

The way he make me laugh...

The way he look at me...

I miss everything about him...

Although it’s just been like almost a month since we broke up... but I feel like a year...

Every time we argue, he was the one who was being tolerance...

I was young, immature, naive... My thought was very selfish...

My life without him is a world without a sun... It’s really bad...

I really miss him... I really do... Whenever I think about him my tears just come out...

I mean... I don’t have to think about him... He just pass by in my brain like that... make me can’t stop think about him...

I went to 1u & Sunway Pyramid few days ago with family...

Those two places are where we normally go for date...

Every place I went at there... Every place I pass by... Every corner I saw...

Make myself remind back our memory...

Those tiny-little-sweet memories we have made just pop-up in my brain...

And that make me can’t stop my tears from coming out...

I really miss everything... I didn’t know life will be like this without him...

Life without him it’s really a big change in my life...didn’t get better but get worse...

Anyways...

Breaking up was a real sudden thing for me...

Maybe sometimes a break up is not a bad decision...

Giving time to both being apart will make us realize what is love ...

I guess the decision he made was right...

Maybe he was trying to give some time to me... and want me to realise the things I should realise...

As time pass by, I grew up, maybe not so much but..I grew up...

Time being with him taught me what Love should be...

Time being without him taught me I shouldn’t have treated him like that...

Now, I know what I should’ve done and what I shouldn’t have done...

Now I realised... but I guess it’s too late..

He’s not with me anymore... and he’ll never be...

Ryu Loo Jian Hao... I LOVE YOU...

The first present I gave to him... A water bottle, because he always dont drink water and get sick.. =( 

 (At 1u wong kok & coins wording made by him~<3 )

 (Present from him... Because I wanted this phone, but it's with him now due to some reason..)

Our first time to Sunway Lagoon

100th Anniversary

 (Our couple ring and 2 pairs of bracelets~)

(Crazy time with him~ Miss everything... )

  

(Handmade birthday card on his birthday~)

(I made cake for the very first time in my life for his birthday~)

(Quicksilver wallet for his birthday~)

(Our very first concert~MTV World Stage~)

(Couple handphone chain~)

(Self-deco the box~ and bought ear ring to a guy for the first time~)

(200th anniversary cake~ A Surprise by him~)

(Necklace from him as 200th anniversary present~ cute~)

(200th anniversary~)

(First teddy bear present from him~ He bought it when he went for Thailand Trip~)

(He brought me to took LRT~ had so much fun with him~ =D )

(Second time to Sunway Lagoon~xP )

(He went into hospital... and... sorry about what've happened...=( I shouldn't have done that.. )

Bye bye my love... Hope you'll be happy...

IGCSE Mocks - ICT Practical~

ICT Practical wasnt that difficult??

I finished everything and there was still like an hour left??o.O

fu-yoh~ too pro already...xP
hehehe~nah...not I'm pro...
it's just that I did practise before..that's why..
I'm more worry on anothe practical paper + theory paper...
I'm always weak on theory but better in practical..xP
hmmm...nothing much to write about!
Wish me luck!

what the efff for the *toooooot* =.=

first of all... I want to say...

TODAY WAS THE FIRST DAY OF IGCSE MOCKS EXAM!

but guess what happened just like 3 minutes before the first paper which was english paper starts.. =.=

the "teacher" called me,Ashni,Khai Teq down to office..

I was like WTF? o.O why should I? I didnt do anything wrong.. =.=

oh yeah! I've to mentioned that some girls who dyed their hair, including me was informed that..

WE HAVE TO DYE OUR HAIR BACK TO NATURAL COLOUR BEFORE THE MOCKS EXAM~ IF NOT WE WONT BE ABLE TO SIT FOR THE EXAM~ =.=

seriously man..what's wrong with dying hair?

plus we didnt dye to RED~ BLUE~ GREEN~ just simply BROWN~

and some people's hair is like so natural~

cant even realise they dyed untill they say out..

plus! our school is INTERNATIONAL SCHOOL with BLONDE and different hair and skin colour students..

even my hair is naturally brown~

back to topic..

so,I just stand outside the classroom..Stand there and...

said "I DYED MY HAIR BACK TO BLACK COLOUR!WHY SHOULD I GO DOWN!"

I think i said that for like..

hmmm...let me count...3 times? maybe more than 3 times..

then he was like.. "just go down.."

what for man...freaking wasting my exam time~

then the another "teacher" was passing by then she stopped..

she look at my hair..

before she saiy something..

I repeat myself again..=.=

lol..xD

"I DYED MY HAIR BACK!"

and I show her my arm..because there's black colour on my hand..

I got that colour when I dye my hair yesterday..

then she was like..."i still can see a bit brown~"

of course you can see...

I just dyed back from BROWN colour..sure can see a bit..

plus...as I mentioned above...

MY HAIR IS NATURALLY BROWN!

so..what to do..just went down to office with "damn freaking beh song look"

complaining about the stuff with Ashni then the "teacher" with Mr Wilson came in..

I said I dyed my hair..then he was like..just ignore..=.=

then say about Ashni & Khai Teq's hair..

seriously... their hair is really not obvious plus Ms Chin said they dont have to dye back..=.=

they told them about what Ms Chin said then they just said smtg..

but I forgot..

then back to me..

Mr Wilson:You dyed back your hair?

Me:Ya!=.= U dyed back yesterday with BLACK COLOUR~! but my hair was brown before I dyed so still can see a bit brown! plus my hair is naturally brown!look at my arm! still have the black colour on my hand!

Mr Wilson:okay~you may go then~

I dont know how many times I said this to those people..=.=

so I just leave the office without saying anything..=.=

Thanks a lot man! I went into exam look 15minutes late!

that's a lot you know? You can write so freaking a lot of words in that time!

and you just wasted my time like that!

it's not like I didnt dye my hair!

if I came to school with same hair colour with last week..

okay! I can accept it! I deserve it!

BUT! I DYED MY HAIR MAN!

WTF! zzz

I'm so pissed off... even now!

I'm writing about it also can get angry..=.=

argh~~~ okay la...

stop with all these things..

even if I blog, there's nothing will be change..

just will make me angry only...

anyways..english paper was hard...

Paper 2 & 3..both also writting papers..

yea..it was hard..+ my english sucks..

I need to improve my english~ =D

I should end my blog here~ ciao~

I'm gonna miss my hair colour... =(

(this is one of the photo I took recently with my causin You Jin from Korea~ Love her~)

(Look at my hair...I love it..and I'm gonna miss it... ='( bye bye my hair... )

Haiz... My hair colour...

I love it so much... =(

This was my second time dying my hair..

somemore dying it by myself..

But...now..

I have to dye back to black.. =(

Why? because..there's some teacher..or maybe one teacher said..

"year 11 students! who ever dyed their hair! remove the colour before monday! or else you wont be able to sit for your mocks exam!"

seriously... this is making me speechless...=.=

dying hair won't effect our study...

plus our school is an international school..

but it's like a goverment school..zzz

other international school's rules are like so awesome...

haiz....

but..what can I do?

Mocks exam is really important and I cant disobey the rules..

(although they didnt wrote "dying hair is not allowed" in school regulation book~

and...MY HAIR IS NATURALLY BROWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

damn it man.. haiz...

I already bought the black colour to dye my hair... =(

I'm gonna miss my hair colour so muchhhhhhhhhhh~~~

I love the colour!

So many people told me the colour is nice and they like it!

Even some teachers!

Even my PARENTS!

shyyyyyyyyyyyt~!

alright...u know what?!

time just left like 4 or 5 months untill I finish my IGCSE~

on the day i finish my exam!

I'M GONNA DYE BACK MY HAIR~~~~ =D

p.s

To: People who are reading my blog..

I found out that my blog size is kinda small...

and something wrong with the design & stuff..

so.. I'm gonna change it..

but definitely not now..

maybe after mocks(January) or IGCSE(June)...

oh yeah.. mentioned about MOCKS  IGCSE... =(

I think I wont have enough time to blog although I'm not those study type of girl..

and I still will online.. just will feel lazy to blog...xP

wait.. I think even I online.. I still got nothing to do..

since..i deactivated my facebook..

hmmm... oh well...

I'll still have things to do when i online.. i think..

I will be super active blogger after my IGCSE end...

I will write about... my peaceful life? college life?

hmm...we'll see... but i definitely will write something after my mocks exam or IGCSE finish~

 - Thank You -