Yeah~~~going out with my best friends~~=]

tomorrow~
31 December~~~
Last day of 2009~
I'm going out for count down with...
my LOVELY BEST FRIENDS~~~~
Lynn Shia~ (not sure she is going or not..T^T)
Christine~
Men Hoh~
Jason~
Mark~
5 of us are going to meet~
wulala~
about 5 months didnt meet them..
miss them so much~!!!
Yeah~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I get permission to stay at there with them untill 12:30am~!!!!
how cool is that~
I never had a chance to go out untill so late...
the latest was 8:30pm...
except for MTV Live in Malaysia...xP
anyway...
I cant wait to meet them tomorrow~~~~
there's one problem...
there is only RM16 in my wallet...
T^T
I think I have to borrow money from my mum or dad
hope they will give me some money???
I'm outta here now~
Bye~♥

2009 is going to end soon...

Yeah~
2009 is going to end soon~
Haiz...
2009 is going to end soon...
think back all the stuff I did this year...
I really change alot..
eventhou I didnt do much stuff...
but..
change alot..
I mean..
change in myself...
change in my life...
I'm not the Hye Young I used to be since 2007~2008...
I change myself to New HYE YOUNG in 2009...
and...
that's a good thing that I changed...
I dont want to mentioned what happened in year 2007~2008...
I just hate myself being like that on those time..
and..
I go new me now~
since 2009~!!!
2009 where my new life begins~xP
2009...
my new life starts at West Malaysia...
I came to this place...
living in all new environment...
and..now...
I love it so much~~~♥
study in a new school..
call A.P.I.I.T Smart School...
this school is cool~
did so many cool stuff~
have many memory...
meet so many new friends...
and have best friends...
Lynn Shia~
Christine~
Li Liane~
Melissa~
Deniella~
Amelia~
Carey~
Yee Ling~
Rebekah~
Jason~
Men Hoh~
Mark~
Wei Thein~
V-Hau~
V-Keat~
Sean~
Eu Gene~
Xiu Jie~
Jia Shen~
and many many mores...
all my lovely friends...
too bad..
when I get close with them...
on August..
I change school again..
change to...
R.E.A.L International School...
this school...
is cool too...
friendly n caring teachers...
friendly friends..
but...hard to make friends..
but..
I have new friends and best friends too...
Sabrina...
Nick...
Juee..
Renee
Angel...
Aaron...
Ken Kit...
Hao Yen...
Thomas..
King Yi...
Jennie...
May...
Cyrstal...
Lau...
Renise..
Nadira..
Ashni..
Khai Teq...
Izzat..
Anthanan...
and..
many many mores...
all my lovely friends...
all these friends...friendship...memory with friends...
was my best part of my memory...
okay...
haha~
talk to much..
now..
let me list out...
WANT-TO-DOs & DONT-WANT-TO-DOs...
okay...
first...
~the stuff I did this year~
-came to west malaysia
-change a hair style to emo hair a.k.a curtain hair xP
-study in apiit smart school
-make so many nice n cool n pretty n handsome friends
-had a relationship..
-change myself to totally new Hye Young
-went to MTV Live in Malaysia
-change school to R.E.A.L International School
(meet many new friends too)
-change hair style again...good girl style..xP
-hyper,cheerful,smile,friendly,nice to talk to,funny...bla bla bla...
(that what people say abt me..xP is these true?I dont think so)
-get a not bad result...
-get very very very good and unexpected comment from teachers...
(eventhou..everytime my result might be bad.but not the comment about me..xP)
-had a first performance in school...
(people say i'm a good dancer...got sexy body...=.=)
-had a cursh on someone a.k.a Superman..
(maybe still does...idk..xP)
-meet Thomas Jack and take photo with them~
-went to Rynn Lim's concert
-having single life now..xP
-my hand phone's speaker is not working..
(what my phone can do is...SMS only...T^T)
-love to use the word pigu~
-make a trend to some of my friends..act perasan..xP
*I think there's a lots more...but I cant remember...xP*

~WANT-TO-DOs~
-Be happy~cheerful~hyper~funny~
(like I always does~xP)
-Be more confident to myself~
-Be more good daughter~
-Be more good sister~
-Be good student~
-Be good friend~
-Be more friendly~
-Be more generous~
-Read more book~
-Save money...(stop being shopaholic~!!!)
-Decrease my phone using credit
-Lose weight+fats
-Study...(I always never study...)
-Continue being myself
-Less sms and chit chat on phone...(due to phone credit..T^T)
-Dont be emo or sad...
-Think possitive
*I think there's more stuff...bt..cant remember..xP*

~DONT-WANT-TO-DOs~
-Overspend when unnecessary
-Use so many money on my phone (sms & phone calls)
-Regret the decision I made or the sutff I done
-Think negetive
-Last minute study
-Last minute doing stuff
-spend long time with computer or tv
*still got many stuff..but I cant remember..xP*

hmm...
I think that's all for my long long post~
I'm outta here~
Bye~♥

Bang the wall...T^T

yesterday night...
I go to bed...
but I cannot sleep...
so...
as usual...
turn here...
turn there...
turn here...
turn there...
turn~ turn~ turn~
then...
BANG~!!!!!
accidentally bang my head to the wall...
then...automatically sleep already...
how pro is that..???
argh...
my head so pain...T^T

Celebrate Christmas Eve & Christmas with family~♥

- Christmas Eve (24 Dec) -
my dad finish work around 10:30pm...
almost 11pm...
pity him..
work untill so late...=(
he say he want to go Putra Jaya...
just to makan angin...xP
he said..
since it's Christmas Eve...
but now the time is too late to go any romantic place...
and he want to spent Chritsmas Eve with family..
so...go Putra Jaya...
spent time with family inside the car..
lolx...
my dad love spent time with family~♥
such a nice dad~
I love my dad~~~
back to topic...
okay...
let me talk about what I did inside the car...
inside the car..
while going to Putra Jaya...
I did many stuff...
first...
looking at the empty road..
second..
look at the star of the city...(Scenery..)
Star of city mean..
all the lights around the city...
since it look like stars in the sky..
*bling~bling~*
and shiny~
hehe~~>.<
third...
sms with 2 people...
Ms.S******** & Mr.K*****
hehe~
fourth...

send Christmas msg to all the people...
it was after 12am...
12am something...
reach at Putra Jaya...
didn't go out from car and walk around..
since..it's too late...
and dark...
so...just stay inside the car..

drive here...drive there...
drive around...
I suddenly say...
"mum..dad..yeon wan..."
they all like..."huh?"
since...I suddenly call them..
with serious voice...xP
then I said..."Merry Christmas~~~"
my mum and dad was like...
=.= but...they still happy~
since their lovely daugther is their first one who wish them...xP
my brother was like...
"wth...why u become so...=.= nvm.."
it's ok~
I forgive my brother for being so *tooooott*
he is kinda sensitive these few days...
and I have no idea what's wrong with him...
Guy's problem..xP
back to topic...
Putra Jaya is nice...
I been there once before...
but...it's was in morning...
the scenery is really different..
hmm..
I think..
if a boy friend and a girl friend...
go this place..
at night...
sure KISS already...
I can 100% confirm!!!
lol...
anyway..
1am something leave that place...
around 2am...
my dad and bro said they are hungry...
go McD drive-thru...
buy their food..
then..
My dad say...
it's Christmas..
but we didn't go eat turkey..
so let's eat chicken...
I was like..

OMG~!!it's 2am not 2pm~!!!
my dad still go buy some chicken...
they just fried the chicken..
Hmmm...smell so nice~~~xP
hehehe...make me want to eat...
after buying the chicken...
go back to home..
I don't want to eat the chicken..
FATSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS~~~~~~~~~~~
but then...
my whole family is like seducing me to eat the chicken...
they all like...
you sure you don't want to it??
are you sure??
are you sure??
argh!!!
yummy chicken smell~~~
the chicken success to seduce me...T^T
so...
I eat 1 drumstick..
and I regret...
a lot...
a lot..
a lot...
T^T
after eating the chicken...
I go back to my room...
I do some sit up...
like 100++ times..
then...get really really tired..
since the time was 4am...
so..
I go to bed...
sleep untill 10am...

-Christmas Day(25 Dec)-
ok..
I wake up at 10am...
sit on my bed...
check my phone...
actually...
everyday after I wake up..
first thing I do..
is check my phone...
xP
I feel so happy when there's msg when I wake up...
this more..
I was super duper ultra happy...
since..
there was like so many msg....
mostly was christmas wish...xP
I get like 95++ msg this morning...
almost 100 msg~!!!
10++ last night...
my dad went for work..
since it's almost end of the year..
and his office is busy..
can say is get more busy this month...
T^T
after I wake up...
finish checking my msg...
pee....
brush my teeth...
wash my face...
didnt poo...xD
after that...
go to living room..
read news paper...
p.s. u all wont understand the news paper I read..
since..it's all in KOREAN LANGUAGE~~~xP
after read the news paper..
read other booklets....
after read all those stuff around me..
the time was...1pm...
sigh...got nothing to do..
so boring..
so...I go into my room...
on the music from my phone..
Shit!!!
my lovely phone got problem..T^T
got problem with mp3 player and speaker...
sob..T^T
so I go check the warranty card...
the warranty was untill 13 Dec..=.=
sigh...again...
need money to repair my phone...T^T
so...I go find my mum...
I was shouting "mum~~~" from my room...
my mum though something emergency happened...
I tell her...
my phone need to repair...speaker got problem...
but the warranty is over...
then..
my mum say...
"wow~!surprise..you use your phone without any problem for 1 years.."
"last few phone got problem..was not my fault..the phone was not original and quality problem..."
"then you should go to repair..."
actually...
last time...
I use sony ericsson...
in 2 years...
W550 -> Z750 -> W910
all 3 phone...
got problem on charger part...
and the phone was not original..
so...
this year..
when I buy..
I didnt buy Sony Ericsson...
Nokia...I dont really like the design of the phone..
LG...I dont prefer LG..eventhou is korea brand...
LG's phone's design is nice..but the quality not nice...
I choose Samsung..
since...the quality is good and the design as well~
Using Samsung F330...
for 1 YEARS~
I also cant believe I use my phone for 1 year without any problem...
lol~~~~
after tell my mum about my phone..
I go back to my room..
sigh...again..and again...and again...
got nothing to do...
so..I take out my phone..
yo~photo time~~~
I took some photo of myself...
muahahahahaha~
perasan...xP
but...most of the girls take photo...
did so much random stuff...
randomly take photo...
randomly singing..
randomly dancing...
xP
spent my time with randomw stuff untill 5pm..
5 something..
my dad come back..
then he say...
let's go 1u~
I was like...
yeah~finally going out!!!
usually go 1u..
since 1u is nearby my house..
and...if go to 1u..
mostly can buy anything I nedd...
anyway...
went to 1u...
at 6pm...
wanted to watch movie..
but..only left front row..
so...didnt watch...
went to eat dinner...
we was discussing where to eat dinner..
all my brother suggest is McD..KFC...Carl's Jr..Pizza Hut..
so I suggest...
Western food? Chinese food? Japanese food? Malay food?
finally...
decided to go Shogun~~!!!
wulala~~~
wait for 5 minute to go in...
since..so many people inside..
when I go in..
I was like...
"wow~so many food!!!"
hehe..
first time go shogun..xP
go there...
I saw fresh fruit juice~~
I love juice~~~
orange juice~ apple juice~ tomato juice~
hehe~
I go get orange juice...
then only look at other foods~
got so many sushi~~
and...raw fish..T^T
my dad force me to eat raw fish~!!!
yiiii~~~~~~~~~
I dont like raw fish!!!
so...
I try 1 piece..
just a little small tiny piece...
yiu~~~
after eat some sushi..
I go get other food~
yummy~crab~~~
I love crab~~hehe~
my stomach so full~~
whole family's stomach also full~
full dao...
if u poke the stomach...
will burst~!!!
bomp~!!!
xP
after the dinner...
go back home...
around 10pm already..
back home...
take bath...
do sit up~xP
now..blogging..
okay~
post too long already..
keke~
I'm outta here~
Bye~♥

Merry Christmas~~~

Merry Christmas~~~

too bad...

there's no snow in Malaysia...

Christmas without SNOW~!!!

T^T

(no boy friend to celebrate with me too....xP)

just joking...xP

actually...

all I need is...

celebrate with my family or friends...

celebate with the people I love...

that's the BEST~~~

Ho~Ho~Ho~

Merry Christmas~~~

Wish all the people who reading this post...

Merry Christmas and may your wish come true~

To:All the friends who I love...

If a fat man comes into your room in the middle of the night...

and SHOVES you into a bag...

don't be scared~!!!

Its because...

I told Santa I wanted a friend like you for christmas~♥

Merry Christmas~~~

Movie I want to watch~~~~~

So many movie I want to watch~!!!
there's one problem...
Who will watch with me??
Anyone want to watch movie...
Call me~~ XD

First movie I want to watch...

Ninja Assassin~~
OMG~RAIN~♥
Love him so much~


A Christmas Carol~
since Christmas is comming~~


Avatar~
I wanna watch in 3D~
many people say this movie is awesome~


Alvin and the Chipmunks 2~
I really wanna watch this~
eventhou I scare the Chipmunks sound...
but..getting use to it...
(Thanks to some people who bully me with this sound..T^T)


Zombie Land~
I think this movie will be fun...


Storm Warriors~
no reason..
just feel like want to watch~

I can overcome with any things happened to me…
except for friends problem…
for me..
it’s really hard..
my life without friends is like nightmare…
and if any small things happened between friends…
I will get sad or hurt feeling easily…
That's me..Hye Young...
I look like very strong girl..
and I want to be…
since I’m always look so cheerful and okay with everything…
but..I’m not…
Don’t think me as a super girl who can overcome with any sad things…
I will get hurt…
by small things..
NEVER! EVER! TRY! TO! HURT! ME!

Why are u being so SELFISH & STUBBORN~!!!
Can't you think about other people's feeling before you say anything ??
You are hurting alot people's feeling by your word...
just ONE WORD!!!
You might have many friends now...
many untill u can treat them any way u like...
but...
you will slowly lose...
one by one...
I'm not cursing you..
I'm just telling you...
hope you can change...

Badminton~ Basketball~ Swimming~

wake up in 6:30am..
take shower untill 7:00am...
dry my hair...
prepair to go school untill 7:40am...
leave the house..
reach school at 8am..
T^T
so sleepy...zzz
blur blur for whole class...
finish class at 10am...
my aunt come to fetch me...
since my mum not free...
reach home at 10:40am...
very hungry...
didnt eat brekafast...
but...got nothing to eat...
mum not at home..
so run down to seven eleven buy some food to eat..
then run back...
haha~
run here run there~
so fun~
after I finish eat my food...
my mum came...
around 1pm already...
I feel so tired..
since I sleep at 2am something..
but wake up so early..
then summor go study...
haha~
so hardworking leh~
so I go sleep for awhile..
sleep untill 2pm..
then I go gym...
saw Chris again...
haha~
he like so happy to meet me..
shout my name so loud...
but..funny..
he pronouns my name as "ha yung"...
haha~
it's ok~
I forgive him~
(see~I'm so kind...)
anyway...
I went to gym...
but gym got so many people...
so...Chris ask me want to go play basketball or badminton or not...
I say I want play badminton..
since I dont know how to play basketball...
when we get to hall..
some people was playing basketball..
so cannot play badminton..
Chris teach me how to play basketball...
I know how to play..
but...if i shoot the ball..
the ball dont go into the basket..
so I gave up..
after awhile..
they all go back...
so I call my brother to come down and play badminton..
I play badminton with my brother for 2 hour..
after that..
go swimming...
keep swim~swim~swim~
swim for 2 hour~
haha~
so fun~
after swimming..
go back home..
take shower...
dry my hair...
Nothing much already~
I'm outta here~
bye~♥

Talk with stranger for 1 hour~=]

today...
I talk to stranger again...
hahaha~
today's story~
sleep at 1:30am..
wake up at 5am...
dreaming untill 9am...
then...
I dont want to dreaming..
and think too much again...
so...
I take a shower...
prepare to go gym...
went to gym about 10am something..
keep running..
my music volume turn so loud..
keep run~run~run~
non-stop running untill 1pm...
ki siao..
I also shocked when I know I run so long...
run for 3 hour...
then the security guard come in..
he ask me something..
but I cant hear...
since my music so loud...
then he ask again...
here is our conversation...
"Moi...you ok tak?"
"okok~tak apa..."
"jaga sendiri la...apa sal macam ni?"
"Tak apa...boring saja..."
"break up dengan boy friend kah?"
"tak la...tak ada boy friend.."
"ok la...tak kacau you..bye~"
"bye~"
haha~
he use broken english..
I use broken bm...
haha~
after that..
I do cyling one...
for 1 hour...
my ear pain already..
so I stop listen music...
then..run again...
run for 1 hour..
run untill 3pm..
after that...
I jog..
then...got a guy come in...
I look at him...
actually..
I was look at his muscle..
then he smile at me..
so I said.."wow~muscle~haha~"
then he laugh...
and he ask me..."You like muscle..aren't you?"
so I say..."I like guy got muscle..but not too much~"
then he laugh...
I angry...since he keep laugh at me...
I ask him.."why u keep laugh at me!"
then he say..."because you are so funny~"
then I ask..."I where got funny..."
then he ask..."the way you talk very funny~"
then I say..."ok~thx~"
but then...
he keep laugh also lo..
then I remember something..
which I mum teach me when I was kid...
so I say...
"Oh yeah~I forget my mum teach me dont talk with stranger~!"
then he laugh like hell!!!!!!
walao eh!!!!
I serious angry already...
I talk then he keep laugh...
then he say..
"hey girl~dont angry~we chat for almost 1 hour~I'm not stranger anymore~"
so I say.."but still...still stranger~!"
then he laugh again...
then he say.."I didnt know you live in this condo..."
so I say.."I also didnt know you live in this condo..."
then he laugh again...
then I angry again..
then I ask him.."why you keep laugh!"
then he say.."you are so funny~"
then I say..."fine!"
then he laugh again...=.=
then he want to shake hand with me...
and he say.."I'm Chris what's your name?"
so I say.."hello~Chris~I'm Hye Young~"
but then...
he dont know how to pronouns my name...
then he ask how to spell..
so I spell my name to him...
but he still cant pronouns well...
he ask me how old I am...
so I tell him...15...soon will become 16..
then he say...
"oh~same with my sister"
so I ask...how old are you...
then he say..."18..."
then I say..."wow~"
then he say..
"why you look so shocked.."
so I say...
"ya...I'm shocked..."
then he ask me why..
so I say...
"because you look mature...and got muscle...hehe.."
then he say..
"hmm...make it short...I look older than 18...rite?"
then I say...
"no..."
then he say.."Such a sweet liar~I know I look old..."
then I say...
"hehe...kinda..."
then he say..
"I'm british..that's why..."
(I didnt know he is british...I though he is from africa..)
so I ask...
oh~~so you are from UK??
then he say.."yup~I'm from UK~"
so I say.."yo~what's up~"
then he laugh again...
he say..."yo~girl~what's up~"
then I ask him.."do you know how to rap??"
then he say..."of course~"
then I say..
"wow~cool~I wan to listen~"
then he say.."e hem...."
so I say..."please~~"
then he say...
"haha~ok~just for you~funny girl~"
then he rap for me~
wow~
so cool lo...
I heard my name when he rap...
but I dont understand what he rap...
after he finish rap...
I run again...
he do dumbbell exercise..
after 1 hour...
5pm like that...
I go back home..
take bath...
on9...
blogging...
I'm outta here now~
finish the story already~
bye~♥

Joke in BM...

I was searching my hard disc..
then I found this joke...
If I'm not wrong...
I get this from my previous school teacher...
You only will able to understand if you know BM~
Lucky~I understand~
Pro leh~haha~
*Perasan-ing~*
Take a look~

Murid : Selamat pagi, cikgu.
Cikgu : (Menengking) Mengapa selamat pagi sahaja? Petang dan malam awak doakan saya tak selamat?
Murid : Selamat pagi, petang dan malam cikgu!
Cikgu : Panjang sangat! Tak pernah dibuat oleh orang! Kata selamat sejahtera! Senang dan penuh bermakna. Lagipun ucapan ini meliputi semua masa dan keadaan.
Murid : Selamat sejahtera cikgu!
Cikgu : Sama-sama, duduk! Dengar sini baik-baik. Hari ini cikgu nak uji kamu semua tentang perkataan berlawan. Bila cikgu sebutkan perkataannya, kamu semua mesti menjawab dengan cepat, lawan bagi perkataan-perkataan itu, faham?
Murid : Faham, cikgu!
Cikgu : Saya tak mahu ada apa-apa gangguan.
Murid : (senyap)
Cikgu : Pandai!
Murid : Bodoh!
Cikgu : Tinggi!
Murid : Rendah!
Cikgu : Jauh!
Murid : Dekat!
Cikgu : Keadilan!
Murid : UMNO!
Cikgu : Salah!
Murid : Betul!
Cikgu : Bodoh!
Murid : Pandai!
Cikgu : Bukan!
Murid : Ya!
Cikgu : Oh Tuhan!
Murid : Oh Hamba!
Cikgu : Dengar ini!
Murid : Dengar itu!
Cikgu : Diam!
Murid : Bising!
Cikgu : Itu bukan pertanyaan, bodoh!
Murid : Ini ialah jawapan, pandai!
Cikgu : Mati aku!
Murid : Hidup kami!
Cikgu : Rotan baru tau!
Murid : Akar lama tak tau!
Cikgu : Malas aku ajar kamu!
Murid : Rajin kami belajar cikgu!
Cikgu : Kamu gila!
Murid : Kami siuman!
Cikgu : Cukup! Cukup!
Murid : Kurang! Kurang!
Cikgu : Sudah! Sudah!
Murid : Belum! Belum!
Cikgu : Mengapa kamu semua bodoh sangat?
Murid : Sebab saya seorang pandai!
Cikgu : Oh! Melawan!
Murid : Oh! Mengalah!
Cikgu : Kurang ajar!
Murid : Cukup ajar!
Cikgu : Habis aku!
Murid : Kekal kami!
Cikgu : O.K. Pelajaran sudah habis!
Murid : K.O. Pelajaran belum bermula!
Cikgu : Sudah, bodoh!
Murid : Belum, pandai!
Cikgu : Berdiri!
Murid : Duduk!
Cikgu : Saya kata UMNO salah!
Murid : Kami dengar Keadilan betul!
Cikgu : Bangang kamu ni!
Murid : Cerdik kami tu!
Cikgu : Rosak!
Murid : Baik!
Cikgu : Kamu semua ditahan tengah hari ini!
Murid : Dilepaskan tengah malam itu!
Cikgu : (Senyap dan mengambil buku-bukunya keluar.)

I dont feel like talking today...

I dont feel like talking...
I dont feel like care anyone else..
I dont feel like sms...
I dont feel like chat with anyone...
I just cant stop thinking too much...

Why I didnt think about your purpose of being close with me...

I dont know I'm too sensitive or think too much or what...
but...
after I chat with this guy...
one of your friend...
make me think back about the past...
and make me think about your purpose of being close with me...
you told me you hate me before..
before as in before you talk to me...
on the first day we chat...
you ask for become best friend...
so we become best friend...
but..
it's weird...
you hate me before..
than suddenly dont hate me anymore...
is it because I'm friend of her?
after we become friends...
you always talk about the girl you like...
I didnt mind of that...
I didnt feel weird about that..
maybe I'm too stupid?
or
maybe I'm just happy to have friends to talk with me?
I have no idea...
I didnt feel suspicious at all...
untill today...
maybe many things happened to me...
then I feel down and emo...
everythin mix up in my mind...
so I think too much or become sensitive?
I dont know...
Hope I'm thinking to much...
Hope the reason you being close with me..
not only because of the girl you like...
but you like me as friend...

*p.s. he is not the same guy from the previous post...

I didnt know this will happened..I didnt want this happened..

I really didnt know this will happened..
I didnt want this happened..
If I have time machine...
I want to set my time back..
back to before I meet you...
I want to be your mui...
I want you to be my kor..
nothing much than that...
If you want more than this...
I have no other choice..
but to end up our friendship...
and become strangers...
sorry...
bye...