18 December 2009

Why I didnt think about your purpose of being close with me...

I dont know I'm too sensitive or think too much or what...
but...
after I chat with this guy...
one of your friend...
make me think back about the past...
and make me think about your purpose of being close with me...
you told me you hate me before..
before as in before you talk to me...
on the first day we chat...
you ask for become best friend...
so we become best friend...
but..
it's weird...
you hate me before..
than suddenly dont hate me anymore...
is it because I'm friend of her?
after we become friends...
you always talk about the girl you like...
I didnt mind of that...
I didnt feel weird about that..
maybe I'm too stupid?
or
maybe I'm just happy to have friends to talk with me?
I have no idea...
I didnt feel suspicious at all...
untill today...
maybe many things happened to me...
then I feel down and emo...
everythin mix up in my mind...
so I think too much or become sensitive?
I dont know...
Hope I'm thinking to much...
Hope the reason you being close with me..
not only because of the girl you like...
but you like me as friend...

*p.s. he is not the same guy from the previous post...

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