haiz...

walk into school~ as usual I'm smiling and cheerful~
when I get to school..Renee talk to me about something...
then Sabrina want to know... but I cant tell her...
this is a secret I promise them not to tell anyone and I'm the only one who know in this whole school..
when I promise someone..I will try my best to keep the promise...that's Hye Young...
then Sabrina go emo...she ignore us..so Renee wanted to tell her but then we have to go for class...
so cant tell her...in class..I go sit in front of her...then she go away...that time I was sure she is just playing..
becuase she is smiling...after that go for class i got free period so just sit in class do my work after that ICT...
do the assigment again..Sabrina is like still want to ignore me..so i just leave her alone..
because..when she emo or angry I go talk to her she will scold ppl or get more angry...
during break time I also didnt go sit with her...after break...
still the same...ignore each other...now..become serious already..
I feel like she is serious...did i done something wrong make her angry??
I'M SUPER EMO NOW~!!!
after break..math class...design and technology class...
haiz...still the same..I dont dare to go and talk to her...cos..I'm worry she will scold me...T^T
after lunch time..I go into the room..stay with other ppl..
then she come in..I dont feel comforatable to stay there..so I come out...
then some ppl follow me out also...we all stand at corridor waiting...
then I saw she talking with someone then the someone look at me...
I feel like she is talking about me..then I feel so sad...I though she is my friend...best friend...
but...I guess I misunderstand???
after awhile..she come out..she stand opposite us with ee may...
I stand with Renee..Angel...Aaron..Nicole..
I heard her voice is like very angry and scolding... I cannot tahan just look at her..
I dont like and hate like this..I dont like argue with friends...
everytime if i argue with friends..I'm the one who will say sorry first...even it's not my fault...
I dont know why...my tears just come out...T^T
I cried...I went to toilet..then go back to class...I sit apart with her...
then go for science class...feel so down for whole day...
after school...waiting for my mum.. usually..I will talk to my friends around there...
like...Nick~Ken Kit~Alix~Renee~etc...
but today..I didnt..I just keep quite and wait for my mum..
Nick:"What's wrong with ur eyes?"
HY:*smile* nothing...
Nick:"say!what happened?"
HY:*smile* nothing la...
Nick:*poiting at me with angry face* say!
HY:my mum is here~got to go~Bye~
when I get into my car...my mum ask me "what happend?u look so depress"
I just tell her nothing happend..just tired...
but she know something happened then keep ask me...
then I cried..again...my tears just come out..i didnt want to cry...but the tears just come out...
I tell her I argue with my friend and I feel so sad...
after go back home..I take a shower..go to my room..lie down on my bed..
then my tears come out again..haiz..I wonder where all my tears come from...=.=
then I just sleep...feel a bit better..then I on my phone...
"twee~twee~sms~twee twee sms~" my annoying sms tone keep ringing...
feel so annoying..then go put silent...after awhile..go check my phone...
so many msg + miss calls... I replied some of them...
then I text her...tell her I'm sorry and how I feel..
then the msg she reply me back...is so rude and hurt my feelings...
I'm trying to say sorry to her..but she is like...haiz...
after that..I seriously dont know what to do..so I stop text her...
now..blogging..writing all the stuff about today...to think back what did i done wrong...
I'm outta here...If I continue writing..I might will cry again..
bye...