relationship...♥

18th July 2009


I'm in a relationship now...
it started about 2 or 3 weeks ago...
he's 18 years old...3 years older than me...
a chinese guy...
who studing ict(?)...not sure but it's something related to computer...
he's not a handsome guy...
but...
he have good personality and most important thing is...
he love me...
i didn't want to have a relationship with him...
but...
he beg me to be his girl fren...
so i just said yes to him...
but...i'm kinda regret now...

a month ago...
i get hurted by a boy who i like...
he ask his fren to lie me that he throw away the lettle which i wrote to him...
i though was true...
so i cried alot...
after few days...
i know that's not true...
some of my frens give me advice...and tell me to stop like or love that kind of stupid guy..
so... now i'm in..."giving up stupid guy condition"
i will give up him as soon as possible...
but...
it's not easy...
everyday i saw him at school...
he talk with me...
he play with me...
Lynn Shia always was there for stop him to talk or play with me...
since she was helping me to giving up him...
but...
if he not talk or play with me...
it make me miss him more
and wanna talk with him...
if he talk and play with me...
i cant forget his smiling face
argh...i feel so crazy about him...
i really crushed on him...

I'm a bad girl...
I loving A...
but...
in a relationship with B...
i feel like i'm really a bad girl...
some sort of play girl??

what should i do...
should i end this relationship??
if i end thins relationship...
I will hurt him for break his heart....
If i dont end this relationship...
he also will be sad when he know i'm loving another guy...

to: my ♥

don't we have any possiblity to have a relationship??

it doesn't matter you like me or not...

i just want you to be with me...

You belong with me...

I love you..♥