Sad day...

21th May 2009

I gave a capsure to Li Liane, Lynn Shia, Christine, Melissa, Daniella, Amelia, Yee Ling, Jason, Chi Xian, XXX...

actually...it's a letter...

just for wish them god luck i their exam~

mid-term is just around the corner... TnT

I did write for V-hau, V-Keat, Sean, Ben...

but...theire's are missing...

don't know where is it... TnT

I gave to Daniella, Amelia, Yee Ling first...

since they sit beside me..

after that..I gave to othe people who I haven't give...

Yesterday...I couldn't get sleep...

I keep thinking about..I should tell XXX about I like him or not...

eventou he alredy know about it...

at last...I decide to give him the capsure...

and write I like him and wish him good luck in exam...

at school...I also keep confusing about wether I should give him or not...

I keep confusing untill lunch time...

I tell Ben about it...

then Ben told me his story...

and he said...

I only lack one thing...

that is confident~

wow~ how sweet is he~

so...I pluck up my confident and ask Li Liane to help me give to him..

I can't give to him...because I'm too shy to looking at him...

feel so much better aftre I gave to him...

but...I feel kinda regret too...

when we're moving the table for exam...

XXX ask his friend to tell me that he throw away the letter and he do have girl friend...

It's ok to throw away the letter...

but...do he need to tell me about it??

maybe I shouldn't write about I like him...

I go to toilet...
locked me inside...
Let tears out...
I really can't keep it...
nothing happened...
Just after I heard he throw away the letter...
I really feel want to cry...
worthless to cry for XXX...
but... I feel really sad...

I was sitting at my place...

half emo-ing...

then...Chi Xian and Jason came...

Chi Xian said.." Don't sad..."

he was keeping the capsure I gave him...he keep in his wallet...he showed to me...

Jason also keeping it inside his pocket...

How nice they are...

after school...

some people stay back for cca...

but...actually don't have cca today...

so we just go to play badmonton...

Meng Hong, Xiu Jie,Jia Shen, Mark, Li Liane, Haziq was there...

I borrow my racket to Haziq...

then I just sitting at the corner...

Suddenly..Jason came..

he said "Hye Young, come out awhile. I got something to talk with you"

so...I went out from hall...

he bring me to our home sweet home there...

there was some people...

(Jason was kinda weird today~)

we stay at there for a while..
then I came out...

is dark inside there...make me feel more emo...

Jason come out too...

then...we go back to hall..

Li Liane was looking for me...

I saw Mervyn..

Li Liane went back...since I have something to say with Mervyn...

I talk with him...

but then...Haziq came by...

I talk with him also...

since talk out is better than keep inside the heart...

so I told Haziq about it...

Haziq and me went back to hall...

today is the first day Jia Shen talk to me!

he said "Hye Young borrow racket!"

wow~

haha

I told what happened to Haziq...

then he said I'm cute~

Xiu Jie said I'm cute too~

wow~happy~

XXX said he like cute girl..

haiz...

I need to stop thinking abut him...

Haziq want to see my photo in my phone...

Hye Young:"Don't see my ugly photo la~''

Haziq:"You're cute! Really!"

hehehe >.<

after that...we take some photo...

Haziq said I'm his best friend~
today....was really sad....

happy->sad->happy->sad->happy->sad->sad

weird...

really feel like want to cry...

but... My friends...

they stay beside me..

they confort me...

they make me smile & laught...

make me feel better abit...

I really can't live without my friends...♥

Photo taken by Haziq & Hye Young~:

(Ghost & Doremon~)

(My eye & mouth look weird in this photo~)

( Haziq is looking at pretty girl~)

(Crazy~ Weird~)